Blessed Insurance


 
We scuff through scattered leaves as we turn the corner toward home. Rowan’s backpack is slung over my shoulder; Noah trails behind. I’m half-humming, half-singing the hymn Blessed Assurance, my voice rising and falling over the crunch of sneakers on crisp leaves.
 
“Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine…Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine…” I repeat these two lines again and again, unsure of the rest of the lyrics. The tune is stuck in my head.
 
“Why are you singing about car insurance over and over?” Noah calls out from behind, his voice clipped.

I pause for a second, confused, and then I laugh. “No, no, not car insurance,” I say, “It’s assurance…as in being assured of something, being confident in Jesus.”
 
Rowan’s listening, two steps ahead of us. “So do you think Jesus has car insurance, like in Heaven?” he asks, turning to face us, still walking backwards. Noah and I laugh. The three of us stop on the street corner, next to the browning yucca, while Buddy the neighbor dog strains at his chain.
 
“No, honey,” I say, running my fingers through his red curls. “Jesus doesn’t need car insurance in Heaven. I’m pretty sure he doesn’t even need a car.”

“Plus,” Noah interrupts, “Jesus wouldn’t need car insurance because Jesus is the insurance. He’s like life insurance, don’t you think?”

The boys stroll toward home, Star Wars lunch boxes bumping against their jeans. I follow behind, watching their feet shuffle through piles of honey locust pods, the seeds rattling like maracas.

I’m still singing, a bit louder now, as I watch the boys turn from the sidewalk onto our driveway, their striped shirts disappearing behind the shrub.

Blessed insurance, Jesus is mine. 

{This post ran at Her View from Home this past weekend. Have you stopped by there yet? Community, Kitchen, Faith, Family, Home -- there is SO much going on over there! I've personally been spending some time in the Her Sanity section!}

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Gaby  – (October 9, 2012 at 6:09 AM)  

Oh, children. They are so precious. And yet, yes, He is insurance from so many things. Your Noah sounds like my Isabel.

kendal –   – (October 9, 2012 at 7:36 AM)  

i love your kids. and your descriptions - those lunchboxes. yeah.

Jillie –   – (October 9, 2012 at 10:06 AM)  

Deeeelightful post, Michelle! Love it! Your boys are so dang cute!

Nancy Franson  – (October 9, 2012 at 10:41 AM)  

Heir of salvation, purchase of God; born of his Spirit, washed in his blood! Oh, I love me some Blessed Assurance! And, what a great conversation to listen in on. Now, off to check in on a new community. You know all the coolest people on the internet, Michelle!

Marcus Goodyear  – (October 9, 2012 at 12:05 PM)  

I love the things kids say... I'm also wondering about you singing hymns while you walk. My family sings ear worms from Parry Gripp about hamsters, robots, and Space Unicorns.


Clearly, I need to up the holiness factor at my house.

Michelle DeRusha  – (October 9, 2012 at 2:33 PM)  

Truth be told, the reason I was singing "Blessed Assurance" was because I was in the middle of writing a bio of Frances Crosby, the hymnist!.
So glad you stopped by here today, Marcus!
BTW, what the heck is "ear worms from Parry Grippp...?" It's like you are speaking a foreign language!

Marcus Goodyear  – (October 9, 2012 at 3:23 PM)  

Behold, the Space Unicorn: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slO7dDwB9jA

Glenda Childers –   – (October 9, 2012 at 4:53 PM)  

Jesus is our only insurance. Such a great lessons your boys have learned, Michelle.

David Rupert  – (October 9, 2012 at 9:06 PM)  

How funny. It's amazing how we mess up reality, and find a little truth even in that.

Michelle DeRusha  – (October 9, 2012 at 9:32 PM)  

My husband just looked at me from across the living room and asked, "What in the world is happening over there?" This, from the man who is watching "Taboo" on National Geographic right now.

annette skarin –   – (October 10, 2012 at 1:02 AM)  

When I was a little girl, I thought when we sang the words, Jesus loves me this I know, I didn't understand what a signo (I know) was until I was able to read.

AmyAlves  – (October 10, 2012 at 3:52 PM)  

You have lovely words, and I enjoy them. Blessings prayed all over you and your family... ~Amy

Megan Willome  – (October 13, 2012 at 10:55 AM)  

Precious!


On why Jesus doesn't need a car, I think of one my favorite lines from "The Office," when Steve Carrel says, of Jesus, "He can heal leopards. And he has the power of flight." :) power of flight = no need to drive.

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