The Magic Curtain
>> Friday, April 13, 2012 –
fear,
parenting,
writing and faith
“Mommy, are you ever going to get your book published?” he asks, peering over my shoulder as I sit at my writing desk. My fingers freeze on the keyboard. This boy knows how to get right to the heart of a subject.
Well,” I say, turning to face him. “I may not get that book
published, but I think I’ll probably get some book published, some day.”
Rowan pauses. I can tell he’s contemplating the likelihood
of that claim. “But it seems like there are so many books published, like in the library, and at Barnes and Noble,” he continues. “It seems like everyone else got their book published, so why is it so hard for you?”
I sigh. Take a deep breath. I explain to him how memoirs are tricky to publish these days, because there is so much competition. “Lots of people have stories to tell,” I remind Rowan. “Not everyone’s story gets published into a book, but that doesn’t mean we should stop writing our stories.”
Rowan seems satisfied with that answer. He wanders into the living room, and a few minutes later I hear his remote-control Mario Bros. car being driven headlong into furniture.
I begin to type again.
Ten minutes later he’s back at my side.
He pauses, thinking. A hot breeze lifts the dining room window sheers like a beach towel being shaken free of sand.
“I’ve got it!” he says. “The Magic Curtain!”
I nod my head, skeptical.
“I don’t think so, honey. I don’t think I can write The Magic Curtain because I don’t really know how to write fiction.”
Rowan stares at me, confused.
“But Mommy, you write stories all the time. It’s pretty much the same thing, except it’s a pretend story.”
"Yeah, I just don't think it's that simple, Ro," I tell him. "But I appreciate your advice, I do!" I call after him as he flops in a sulk on the living room couch.
{Truth be told, I'm a big, fat chicken when it comes to trying my hand at fiction!}
Have you ever tried to write anything outside your genre?
Or, for that matter, taken a leap and tried something really new?










woohoo....that could have been my conversation! In fact it was, but with my mother instead of my son. My mom died in 2010 and literally the second to the last sentence she said to me was she didn't think I'd ever write that book I keep talking about. I said, "well, if I don't, I at least enjoyed thinking about it"! I do not write fiction either, and it is very difficult when you don't normally live in a fantasy world. I like writing about what is closest to my actual heart. I know I've thought many times, I should be able to write 'make believe' because my grandchildren do it all the time! LOL Like your son I would guess! I do like his Title and your picture. It would make a great book cover! :) ♥♥♥
I'm a chicken about fiction, too. :)
I;m with you. I cant write fiction. I can't write poetry either (what's the point?) But LL Barkat actually got me to write a couple of poems, and I found that I could say things in them I couldnt say anywhere else.
You know about my fiction attempts!
One of the tricks when you write both is overcoming the urge to embellish the memoir with fiction techniques . . . I got moving when my eight year-old asked, "when are you going to write a book I can see at the library?"
I just wrote a post that is outside of what I typically write...or read for that matter. Everybody loved it of course, which is really depressing because I hate writing that stuff...I would love to hear a story from you about a magic curtain!
Fiction intimidates me, too! I'm very impressed by those who write it well...and very annoyed by those who don't...
I very much enjoy reading fiction, but when I think of writing fiction it seems like an awful lot of effort just for the purpose of entertainment.
Yes, I know fiction can do a lot more than entertain...it can also carry much deeper messages...BUT...for the most part that is not the sort of fiction I enjoy reading.
There are exceptions, such as C.S. Lewis and JRR Tolkein. There are more even more current exceptions, such as Frank Perreti.
But, let's be honest, I'm not in the same league with any of them...and writing fiction with deeper meaning is something very few can do well...and if not done well...it just stinks.
Children's fiction, though...that sounds less intimidating!
"The Magic Curtain!" Hmmm...that one might be worth pursuing...so many potential spiritual nuances related to curtains or veils...
Rowan sounds wise...you should pay attention...
I actually really like poetry, both reading it and writing it.
Somehow poetry allows expression at a deeper level than most writing forms.
However, I do not consider myself a good poet. Just because I enjoy it does not mean I'm good at it.
I do occasionally post a poem on my blog...but I don't consider it my strength...
Kids really get right to the point, don't they?!
Thanks for stopping by here, Michelle!
Yup, throw poetry into the category of "writing I don't do." Scary stuff. I did write a haiku. Once. It took me like 2 hours.
And they are very good, my friend, very good! You are braver than I!!
I am not a fiction writer either BUT did try children picture books for awhile and still would love to write/publish that genre. The Magic Curtain could be a great idea for you and Rowan to write together as a children's book.
What a great idea, Jean!
No fiction. No poetry. No lyrics. Just me and my life in about 400 words or less. I'm amazed by you, Michelle. It takes something I don't have to write a book. I mean seriously....all those WORDS! I'm not saying I wouldn't ever do it, but right now it would take something I don't have. Maybe one day I'll have it.
What you do is spectacular. It really is.
I think Rowan may have something there! Why not give it a try -- stretch yourself! I'm still trying new things...haven't settled yet.
I'm with Ro. Give it a whirl. I, for one, think you can write anything you set your mind to.
I think I might have to come back and read this every single day that I am writing my next book!
Thanks for the vote of confidence, Linda!
I know, I know, you're totally right...I just feel like I don't have any fictional story ideas. Everything I have to write about is real life...I'm not sure it's exciting enough for a novel, you know what I mean?
Ok, that IS a good idea!
That's exactly it, Joe - I am so afraid of failure...of writing one of those annoying fiction books that you know is not great from the second paragraph! Too much pressure!
Now I'm curious...I need to pop over and read this new style of yours!
Glad I'm in good company, Christie. If you try it, I'll try it. :)
Wow, what a last remark from your mom, Cathy - that will certainly stick with you. I think that would have given me the incentive I needed to get going -- just so I could hold the book up to Heaven and say, "See, Mom? I did it!"
How sweet that your boy is interested in your writing.
I've got a little bit of both... spiritual teaching subject, non-fictional life events, and slightly fictional [mixed in with a lot of the real actions, for instance re: the Joseph Kony rebel invasion when I was involved with helping refugees]. But trying to decide what to do and how to do it in terms of opening doors... Rather overwhelming. Just need to wait on the Lord. Thinking...
I think you could probably write anything you desired. I love your writing. The way you make words come alive. The descriptions you use... "
like a beach towel being shaken free of sand"
how do you think of these things?
As for having taken a leap and tried something really new???? I'll have to think about that, so I am guessing I probably haven't! :-)
It's really a recent gift actually - Rowan has struggled a bit with learning to read and write, but he has gotten great one-on-one help in a reading program through the Lincoln public schools and has made phenomonal progress. It makes me so happy to discuss the joys (and hardships) of writing with him!
Waiting on the Lord...why do I forget to do this so often, Joanne? You are such a wonderful faith inspiration for me, my dear.
Oh Mary, you are SO sweet. Thank you, lovely lady.
Is that your writing desk....if so I love it, and I am pretty sure that curtain is magic. Living in a world of shades and blinds, I really do miss curtains sometimes. I think Rowan was onto something there! Lori
For your book, are you going "self publishing" or seeking a publisher?
For my book, I am researching self publishing. Maybe I have doubts about myself being accepted by a publisher. Anyway I am still researching.
Your writing is amazing Michelle. Why don't you just try it.