Hear It on Sunday, Use It on Monday: Miracle in Dirt
>> Sunday, April 3, 2011 –
doubt,
Gospels,
Prayer,
Use It on Monday
As a kid I was a religion doer: I did good deeds, gave up chocolate and gossiping for Lent, prayed my rote prayers each night, did penance in the confessional once a month, sat in the pew at 4:30 Mass every Saturday night. This was comfortable for me. I am a first-born Type A raised by a sergeant major father. To say I am a rule follower is nothing short of an understatement.
So when I read a question like this from the early followers of Jesus, I can relate:
“What must we do to do the works God requires?” (John 6:28)
That’s me: “Hand over my to-do list, Jesus. Let me get to work.”
Of course, Jesus’ response to that question turns the notion of a rule-following faith right on its head:
“The work of God is this: to believe in the one he has sent.” (John 6:29)
Sounds simple, right? Believe in Jesus. End of story.
Except it’s not…at least not for me. I know plenty of people who believe without any doubt, I do. My mom, for one. She has a deeper, truer faith than anyone I know. How she birthed the quintessential questioner I’ll never know.
When I read the people’s response to Jesus' answer to their question, I stop short:
"What miraculous signs then will you give that we may see it and believe you? What will you do? Our forefathers ate the manna in the desert; as it is written: ‘He gave them bread from Heaven to eat.’”
That’s me, looking for the manna raining down from heaven, looking for the big sign, the absolute proof that God exists, imploring God, “Where’s my miraculous sign?”
The thing is, though, I get the signs all the time – I simply need to open my eyes to spot them. Take yesterday, for example. As temperatures soared in Lincoln we got to work in the garden, bagging decaying oak leaves, turning over black soil, raking half-eaten acorns. As I crouched in the warm dirt, gathering moldered leaves with green garden gloves, I prayed for my friend Bonnie.
I’ve never met Bonnie in person. She lives in Alabama – I know her as “Bonnie in ‘Bama,” because that’s how she signs her emails. I’m not even sure how we first got in touch, but regardless, I’ve come to know and love Bonnie over the last few months. Bonnie lost her husband, Barry, and I pray for her every day as she navigates the long road of grief.
So here’s the miracle: that on an early spring Saturday as I clean my garden, I pray for a woman I’ve never even met. Frankly, my praying for a stranger even as little as five years ago was about as likely as my winning the Indianapolis 500. Five years ago I didn’t pray. Ever. Five years ago I seriously doubted that God existed. Today, I pray every day – for myself, for my family and friends, for acquaintances I’ve met online and for Bonnie in ‘Bama.
And that is a God-given miracle.
“I tell you the truth: it is not Moses who has given you the bread from heaven, but it is my Father who gives you the true bread from heaven. For the bread of God is he who comes down from heaven, and gives life to the world.” (John 6:32-33)
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What a lovely miracle to see in your own life. What a difference five years can make in the hands of our creative God.
Beautifully written and what a tender witness. You have brighten my day.
I still struggle with the to-do list. Because in some ways, I think I have used it in my life to keep me "safe." If I just do the right things...say the right things...profess the right things...everything will be okay. Which, by the way, is a lie. I will be okay because of my Father in Heaven, not because I've checked everything off.
Oh, Michelle. Bless you for loving this way. I will pray for your friend Bonnie too. Strange thing, I came over to say that my pastor is doing a series on death during Lent and I am having trouble writing about it. And then I think of those sweet sisters like Bonnie who might need to hear what she preached about today--the Book of Life. I love me some books, but, wow. This one takes the cake. I'm sending love to you and Bonnie.
oh. i love this - the gardening. the prayers. the word.
Wow, I feel like I know so much more about you! Oh Michelle, this is such a beautiful post. I love somewhere in Mark I beleive it is where a man cries out "I do beleive! Help me overcome my unbeleif". That has been the prayer of my heart for the longest time, will pray it for you too!
Hand over the list and let Jesus get to work. So much easier said than done! Yes, these friends we've never met, the ones we are privileged to pray for, they are truly miracles!
That's what this is all about, isn't it? You don't know Bonnie, but God does and you are in sisterhood now because He places her in your heart and you obediently lift her up. So now you are in community. That's what life in this Kindom is about. That made my day :)
I am married to a pastor, so for me not to have a Hear it on Sunday, Use it on Monday post is shameful, but it has more to do with getting my act together on Mondays to write. I am a weekend blogger because of my time issues. Anyway, one of these weeks I will link up!
We often look for miracles in the fireworks and whizbangs - but it is the ordinary everyday faith that is the real miracle of God at work in us.
your post makes me think of the hymn "Guide Me, O Thou Great Jehovah". Specifically, the second half of verse 1: "Bread of Heaven, Feed me now and evermore..."
Waiting for a miracle...yet sometimes it just takes simple obedience
That's beautiful, Michelle. And I can so relate to your background--the rule-following, the sitting in confession, etc. Even though grace is free, it can be difficult for us rule-followers, but isn't it wonderful?
Love this post! I'm one who needs to open my eyes and look for the everyday signs of God! I admire your relationship with God and wish I was more like you in that aspect! If you don't mind me asking, what changed between 5 years ago and today? I definitely do believe in God, but I'm just full of questions and feel like I should be a better christian sometimes.
Boy Michelle do I relate to your words...I thought much the same way some years ago and I am SO grateful that He continues to show me faith & relationship and I don't have to DO anything to earn His love..
xo
"So here’s the miracle: that on an early spring Saturday as I clean my garden, I pray for a woman I’ve never even met."...oh Michelle...He is indeed The GOD of miracles!!
Love your miracle...and praying for Bonnie too...from a heart that has walked through the same valley...
This is a really great story... I tend to be a "give Jesus a to-do list" type of girl, too! And it's so wrong... Jesus is so much bigger than that!
Hi, Michelle,
I've been meaning to link up for several weeks; life got in the way. Finally did it.
I love what you've shared here. It really spoke to my heart.
P.S. I don't know why your "Post A Comment" is not an active link whenever I try to post, but I managed to find a way. :)
Another really heartfelt message - reminds me of one of my new favorite songs: Roaring like a Lion. Yes, my God is ALIVE!
The work of God is to believe. I like that. Thanks.
Just plain lovely, Michelle. So, so true of so many of us. And in just 5 years you're at the place where you can pray for someone you've never met and let go of that inner compulsion to DO SOMETHING. I've been wrestling with that bugaboo longer than you've been alive. Better....by grace....but still so far to go. Thanks for the encouragement your story brings.
oh how easy it is to get caught up in the "routine" of our faith that we do our "to-do-list" with out even a shred of emotion toward our father. it isnt until later when we're "in the dirt" that we find the meaning.
but swaying towards the thoughts of doubt that He exists, Ive found myself doing it much too often. Yet everytime He uses His creation, or little "sticky notes" telling me that yes, He does exist.
Beautiful. Btw, I love your faith. and can see that you have such a great love and belief in our God, even if sometimes, it personally may not feel that way. :]
Just plain lovely, Michelle. So, so true of so many of us. And in just 5 years you're at the place where you can pray for someone you've never met and let go of that inner compulsion to DO SOMETHING. I've been wrestling with that bugaboo longer than you've been alive. Better....by grace....but still so far to go. Thanks for the encouragement your story brings.
"So here’s the miracle: that on an early spring Saturday as I clean my garden, I pray for a woman I’ve never even met."...oh Michelle...He is indeed The GOD of miracles!!
Love your miracle...and praying for Bonnie too...from a heart that has walked through the same valley...